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Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me.
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Saturday, October 30, 2010

everytime i try to put it in words
it fails me everytime
im being torn apart every move i make
my heart
or my brain?
seriously
all i want is just to put everything down and go far away
where no one can reach me
seriously
im just taking each day as it pass
god save me
11:46 AM

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Once upon a time, there was a king. The king liked one of his followers very much because he was very wise and always gave very useful advice. Therefore, the king took him along wherever he went. One day, the king was bitten by a dog, the finger was injured and the wound was getting worse. He asked the follower if that was a bad sign. The follower said, 'Good or bad, hard to say'. In the end, the finger of the king was very bad that had to be cut. The king asked the follower again if that was a bad sign. Again, the follower gave the same answer, 'Good or bad, hard to say'. The king became very angry and sent the follower to prison.

One day, the king went hunting in the jungle. He got excited when he was on the chase of a deer. Deeper and deeper he went inside the jungle. In the end, he found himself lost in the jungle. To make thing worse, he got captured by the native people who lived inside the jungle.

They wanted to sacrifice him to their god. But when they noticed that the king had one finger short, they released him immediately as he was not a perfect man anymore and not suitable for sacrifice. The king managed to get back to his palace after all. And he finally understood the follower's wise quote, 'Good or bad, hard to say'. If he hadn't lost one finger, he could have been killed by the native people. He ordered to release the follower, and apologized to him. But to the king amaze, the follower was not mad at him at all. Instead, the follower said, 'It wasn't a bad thing that you locked me up.' Why? Because if the king hadn't locked the follower up, he would have brought the follower along to the jungle. If the native found that the king was not suitable, they would have used the follower. Again, the quote 'Good or bad, hard to say' stands. The moral of the story: Everything that happens in this world, there is no absolute good or bad. Sometimes good things turned out to be bad things eventually, while bad things become a gain. Whatever good things that happen to you, enjoy it, but don't have to hold too tight to it, treat it as a surprise in your life. Whatever bad things that happen to you, don't have to feel too sad or despair, in the end, it might not be a total bad thing after all.

9:19 PM

Monday, September 13, 2010

its my fault
im sorry
11:29 PM

Friday, September 10, 2010

SIGH!
4:22 PM

Thursday, September 9, 2010

The Pencil

The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box.

"There are 5 things you need to know," he told the pencil, "Before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be."

"One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand."

"Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil."

"Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make."

"Four: The most important part of you will always be what's inside."

"And Five: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write."

The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.


Now replacing the place of the pencil with you. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best person you can be.

One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow other human beings to access you for the many gifts you possess.

Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, by going through various problems in life, but you'll need it to become a stronger person.

Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.

Four: The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside.

And Five: On every surface you walk through, you must leave your mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to do your duties.



Allow this parable on the pencil to encourage you to know that you are a special person and only you can fulfill the purpose to which you were born to accomplish.

Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that your life is insignificant and cannot make a change.

10:13 PM


seriously
what is love?

is love, always being there for each other no matter what?
is love, about holding hands and walking together through the tunnel of life?
or is love, just about wanting the other party to be happy, no matter what it takes?

what is love?

sigh
10:09 PM

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

took this from ck's blog

Have you ever wondered why we tend to be more polite with total strangers than we are with our own family?
Think back the last time you accidentally bumped into a passer-by. I wouldn’t be surprised if you had said something like, “I’m sorry, please excuse me.”
Now think back to the time when you accidentally collided into your child at home.
I wouldn’t be surprised at all if you had sternly retorted with “Can’t you see where you’re going?”

If you’re saying to yourself, “Yeah, it’s true”, you’re not alone.
It would seem at first that these reactions are totally normal, but you need only look a sliver below the surface to realize that if we can be so polite to people we don’t even know, how much more we should be considerate and show courtesy to the people who are closest to us?

But why do we react the way we do?
Is it familiarity that breeds contempt?
Is it an ingrained unconscious habit to take things too much for granted at home?
Or is it just something that’s intrinsic in our culture?

Think about this too: We pour ourselves into work so passionately that it often exceeds the enthusiasm and dedication which we are prepared to shower upon our families.
In the same breath, we readily acknowledge the fact that if we die tomorrow, the company we work for could easily replace us in a matter of days.
But the family we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
In spite of this, many of us continue to partake in such “unwise investments” which invariably yield poor rates of return.

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Here’s a story:

A professor stood before his philosophy class with some items in front of him.
When the class began, he picked up a very large and empty glass jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full.
They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full.
The students responded with a unanimous “yes”.
The professor then produced two cans of beer from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

“Now,” said the professor. “I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls represent the important things – your family, your health, your children, your friends, your passions – the kind of stuff that if all else was lost and only these remained, your life would still be full.”

“The pebbles are the other things that matter, like your job, your house, your car.”
“The sand is everything else – the small stuff.”
“If you put the sand into the jar first, there will be no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.”

You know, the same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small things, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
Pay attention to the elements that are critical to your happiness.
Play with your children.
Set aside time for your medical check-ups.
Help out at a charitable institution.
Take your spouse out to dinner.
Don’t worry, there will always be time to clean the house and fix the hinge on that cupboard door.
Take care of the golf balls first; the rest is just sand.
4:42 PM

Sunday, August 8, 2010

10:02 PM

Saturday, August 7, 2010


hey there

haha so sorry been tumblring haha :D

prelims in less than two weeks time!
rawr~
oh god shave me please zzz
need to study so many things
sigh
oh well~~
10:47 PM

Sunday, August 1, 2010


oh my
tumblring is addictive damn
oh well
fun too haha

wow din blog for so long
idk wad to say lol

erm hendon camp was good
just like CMPB lol
late cos i waiting for ZY
haha
last detail
went in filled in a form
some guy talked to us
had to wait for stupid MO to come back from his 8 km run zzz
waited for 2hrs +
oh well
had a good talk with the people there
life there sounds fun haha :)
but crazy of course haha
kinda looking forward to it lol

tmr is econs esay test!
2 weeks more to prelims!
help~~~
9:51 PM




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